Someone... or something... doesn't want me to go into my old Courtie Enterprises blog page through MSN... I've been trying to get to it all day, but for some reason, the page never loads. It loaded just before, and I managed to catch a glimpse of the page, but then firefox crashed mysteriously. Very annoying! It's not like it's vital I get in there though, sometimes I just get in the mood to read some old blogs. Lord knows I posted enough to keep me reading for days.
I dunno, it's nice sometimes to be able to step back in time and read something meaningless about a random day in year 12. I remember I used to talk about what I had for lunch even...
And a lot of the time the point of the blog wasn't to tell anything really deep or meaningful, it was to get home after school and read the comments people had posted in reply to what I'd written. That was always the best part. Although I think I used the blog to take out a lot of my anger when I was annoyed or frustrated or feeling down. Song lyrics were a big hit, and then they developed into games of 'guess the lyric'... that was fun too, especially if you weren't allowed to use google to search for them. That was just cheating!
But like I said, I don't know why I sometimes get urges to read what I was thinking or feeling or doing back then... They really work at taking me to another time, and sometimes afterwards I actually have to remind myself that I'm in the present day and different things are happening now. Often it's a relief to remember that. Then I wont read them for a long time. I hope I'm able to log back in eventually. Not that I absolutely have to, it's just nice to know all that information about myself is still there, any time I want to read it.
